Spent most of the night and part of the morning on the phone
We text and we share and I lie
I can't come to be truthful.
As if the truth will break her soul, the lies already did
The evening progressed from anger to calm
From dark to bright
Understanding my bad behavior
It's been a lifelong battle
Hurting the people who love you hurts
How can I hurt the one I love?
Life is truth and being accountable
You make your bed and LIE in it
I may have answers to my illness
The broken heart and empty soul
I need somebody by my side
Lonliness leads me to an unhealthy result
Quick fix, private pics
All from the same bad arsenal
I need you to be there and hold my hand
I appears I've pushed you away
Another conversation will bring more questions of how and why
My answers are shallow and incomplete
I evade and run from what ails me
I'm such a broken man
What shall I do
How should I find myself
When do answers become clear
Banging my head against the wall no answers only headaches
It will all eventually come to fruition
Hard work, therapy the roll of the dice
Looking back at my tornadoes path
broken souls and debris laden lives
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