Feeling better now, got the day started smoothly.
There are some things that weigh heavy on my heart these days
Not knowing how she's doing is very sad for me
I wish I could talk to her or even a text
As of now all of my communication tries have gone unanswered.
Even the ones regarding shared responsibility
Seems so sad for me to know that someone can be this upset
Even harder knowing it's because of me
I see so much that takes me back
To happy times when we loved and laughed
A bitter disparity to today,
I'm not loved and I'm unable to laugh
Memories are the hardest thing
I see my photolog with so many moments
I sit down at a restaurant we frequented.
It's all I can do to to not breakdown and cry
Those memories are great but they make me so sad
Angry at times for all I had
It's where I am and can't look away
Face the facts that I ruined your life
I've ruined mine too and that's ok
My thoughts are with her and I still send my love
Fruitless as that may seem
It's all I have is to hold onto that dream
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