I'm alone at the house, not mine, it's where I stay these days
It's dark and lonely by choice
I was invited out to dinner again tonight
Once again I passed, so disinterested with the world
Maybe I would rather wallow
Sit here feeling despondent and enjoying it
I feel like I'm punishing myself again
Thankfully I can only hurt myself
It's not so sad anymore it's just routine
To wonder why I am I allowed to take up space
And be of no use to anybody
Definitely not to myself
Everybody is so nice to me
It's family right, to be expected
I'm getting hungry dinners calling me out
I could skip a meal wouldn't kill me
This darkness that I sit in now
The darkness in my life
Must be my just rewards for being who I am
A cheater a liar and a thief
I've stolen 25 years of her life
And broken her in two
I took the best thing I've ever known
A Selfish, insensitive and hurtful man
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