I can live another day
A day closer to figuring this all out
I really don't ask for much
But that the people I hurt go on and be productive
Another phone memory came my way yesterday
It was Terria and my boy Ty
He was hero of the game at a Dodger game
Soon to be a commissioned officer in the Army
We are proud of all the boys, each one brings something different
Sad to think that they won't talk to me anymore
I totally understand how hurting Mom is a definite DO NOT DO!
So I miss the boys and my beautiful Grandkids, I miss my wonderful wife
Taking a look forward I don't see them reaching out to me
If I'm dead to them then that's the way it must be
Someday things will be much clearer
For her to take back her slice of the world that I took away
Accountability, ownership and the will to grow
Stop being that person and just take control
Everything that mattered is now out of touch, out of my reach
I pray she never is hurt again
At the end of the tunnel
I can see some light
Must continue to travel and maintain the fight
Status quo just won't cut it anymore, look where I am
I know it's early but I hope she finds a new love
It's a tough market out there so many battered dishonest assholes like myself
I would hope that somebody could enjoy my losses
If it's what she wants she'll do just fine
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