I wish I knew what I don't know
It's hard when you know nothing anymore
It can get frustrating to be so lost
I would never know if I found it anyway
If I did ,I would want something more
When I found that
I would look over the fence again
Is that grass greener than mine?
I try to reflect On things I've done
Decisions made and reckless behavior
I can't continue to have the mindset
This feels good let's try it out
So much Time, effort and money
Wasted on things I have nothing to show for
Actually have lost more than I could ever hold
I've lost things which are invaluable
My love, my friends my respect
Faded away like the setting sun
Like water downstream
It's never coming back
When I look back on the past the view is very blurry
I squint and strain but feel the pains, Both delivered and received
To want what I want when I want it
Makes me blinded to any reprocutions
It's much too late to live and learn
Too old or stubborn to try
There are no redo's in this life
Just the rubble and baggage to sort through
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