We've been blessed with some sunshine and warmer weather
It is a good day to be alive
Sure beats the alternative for sure
Got to get outside and work on my color
I've had some interesting days here recently
My thoughts are looking forward
Not stuck on where I am today
But more focused towards healing
I don't expect this to happen real soon
But I have to start somewhere , why not here and now
I can't gauge how the other half feels these days
We haven't spoken in weeks
My concerns are still the same as they were months ago
The healing and movement forward will continue
If I could hear a laugh or see a smile
Maybe too early in the game for that
I cannot pinpoint the recent changes
My feeling will always stay the same
I would be home tomorrow
If she would open the doors again
I really am trying to be realistic about it all
I continue to fall short in many areas
Maybe it's better that I be alone
The only walls I will break down will be my own
I never wanted to hurt anyone
I definitely didn't want to hurt the one I Love
Choices are suspect and guilty of every crime
But I chose to live the lie and cast her heart aside
I can only try to control today
The past is killing me and I can't stop the bleeding
It's over now there's no turning back
This Tornado of emotions has beaten me down
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