Just got back from picture taking
Nothing much was going on
Very quiet and not many people out
Sitting outside in the sunshine
Wasn't really feeling it today
Nothing post worthy today
It was nice out
Had a good breakfast at a local spot
It's a feeling of total despair right now
I'm confused, sad, really trying hard to snap free
I miss my wife so much
The loss is killing me right now
I guess I'm not a heartless person after all
Because mine sure hurts like hell
I'm sure her pain is worse
I put her where she is today
It's a hopeless feeling to know you are helpless
There's nothing I can do to make amends
So much more than a broken marriage
Broken home, family for what
I want my wife back
I want our life back
I've already used my second chances
All's I have is the accountability of my failures
Knowing reconciliation will never happen
Rightfully I will live without her Goodness
And have to think about my selfish existence
All I want is for her to talk to me
I can only thank her for tolerating me
Me and my strong opinions
My selfish ways of of not showing my love
A love so vast I never realized how fortunate I still am
Honey , you are the best
I will always send my love and my thoughts
Can't just turn off the better times
But I guess its time to change the channel,from Honey to Terria
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