A very lazy Sunday morning
1 cup of coffee down and I'm trying to get motivated
It's breezy out this morning
But the sun shines bright today
I'm enjoying my time with my sister
Brother in law Tim still hasn't forgiven me
He had an interesting bond with Terria
He's disappointed and angry with me
I'm sitting on the front porch right now
Feeling a loneliness that's hard to describe
Is it missing what I no longer have
Or the fact that these are the remnants of what is left
This solo act I'm flying today makes me want to go out
Be in public, the farmers market, the promenade
Someplace where people are present
Take a camera and take pictures of happy people all around
It doesn't bother me so much anymore
To see couples holding hands , being affectionate
I was never a fan of PDA, but God knows I adored my Terria
If she were beside me right now I would never let her go
Times and circumstances change
That forever hug is forever gone to die
Unable to change the rivers flow
I watch my world float away
This is my destiny, to be alone, remorseful and sad at times
Nobody asked to go through this mess
But I rudely showed the way
Redemption and forgiveness are my battle cry. Help me!
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