Thursday, December 21, 2023

State of depression

What an odd place to be

Tired and need more rest

Resting from my rest

Sad lonely existence


This death sentence of habitual idiocy

Been catching up to me

Now has surpassed and run on by

To another life far far away


I can't fight this fight anymore

My resistance and self-tolerance

Can no longer can sustain itself 

For losing everything is all I know


What I feel is a numbing reality

The realization that There is no meaning

No more reason to expect miracles 

No motive for the commonplace to exsist 


Self-loathing and a depressed mindset

Trying to break away will destroy me

So I let all that matters go free

In the hopes this depressed state doesn't ruin me



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