Sunday, September 22, 2024

This IS How I Feel

 When I feel a thousand nails in my legs

The feeling of slipped discs and spurs lighting up like Christmas day

what I can feel in my feet hurts like hell

I can't turn my head my neck it's frozen shut


When I'm so weak It hurts to get up

When I'm finally up I can barely walk

Each calculated step thought through carefully

I'd hate to fall I can't get up


When a walk to the car is a marathon

The walk from the car to wherever I go scares me

Each day the Roulette of  trips to nowhere meaningful

Leave me with too many questions to answer


I'm tired and defeated

Secluded and in the dark

Too much pain inside and out

This is what I feel



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