I've been fighting real hard
Healing emotionally and physically
Emotionally I don't give a shit
Physically I've given up
There is no purpose in a meaningless life
There are no reasons to fight anymore
I don't love myself or much else
I'm taking up space which can be better used
I was telling someone
I've been dead for 4 years now
Sounds about right
I've lost my energy to live like this
I prayed last night for a heart attack
It never came so here I am
I went to the gym today for whatever reason
I won't be around much longer what's the use
I've asked for forgiveness
That's never going to happen
I've forgiven myself
And I will forget about the rest
My bike crash should have killed me then
It fucking didn't and here everyone suffers
That truck tire I Rolled underneath
Should have ended me then it's just my luck
'When I die I don't want to go heaven
I doubt I really have that choice
Lets get this shit over with
So I can leave my son everything I have
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