Tomorrow will be a sad reminder
Will be 1 year from the end of something great
My world , my life took a serious tumble
A fall from which I've yet to recover
The things that I remember
The things that I forgot
The tears that have fallen
All the wasted years
My apologies and remorse have run me over
The day keeps coming back
I remember free falling
Without my safety net
Now I'm left to fend for myself
No love or warmth to hold my hands
No help to get around
I force myself to be self sufficient
This memory that haunts me
The reminders all around
No words from the girl who was my love
Just a picture of Drew Dog
I ruined a perfect day for us
The accomplishments of my boy
I'm so proud of all that he has done
I'm so fucking disappointed for who I am
How does one recover
I don't want love again
It hurts too much to care so much
And lose it all over again
I have choices to make from her
To what, where and how
I'd love to stand for something good again
Instead of having things taken away
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