My Temporary Apprehension

Tomorrow morning Terria will go in for knee surgery, bright and early Dr. O will have her as hos first patient and thats always a good thing in my eyes. A very simple procedure and aI assume he will find more debris in there than he bargained for and I truly hope he does to justify the reasons for the traumatic responses in her knee at times. As I always feel for any type of surgery , either for myself or a loved one or friend, I feel the apprehension and sense of helplessness of worry and of doubts at times. Then I reach out to know that family will be there for me and yes, the man upstairs has his plans for us all , I just can't imagine that Terria Isn't a big part of many people's future and she will do really well tomorrow.  Yet I think of the worst case scenarios and how I would I feel and react to the loss of my wonderful wife when we have fought so hard to get where we are and the future that we have planned together. Yeas, it is these doubts that let me know at times how far My faith an trust in both man and God to feel these doubts, is it normal thought processes or is it a sense of panic for the sake of panic and the worry wart in us all comes out. I know one thing for sure, that the pains that she feels in her knee will be gone tomorrow and she will then be able to get back to the gym with me, and back to the golf course and finish up her Golf endeavors with me so we can continue to grow together in many new and exciting areas in our lives.  Just wanted to share my concerns and have my little pity party for myself and have a bigger faith in God and in my Honey o get through tomorrow all well and on the mend in a quick hurry. I will be there with her to rehab and get back to normal, even better and stronger than before. So here's to faith in God, Dr O and my wonderful wife...Good times