It's after midnight I'm exhausted
The chemo is kicking my ass
But I'm coming back to win this fight
Tomorrow brings another dose, bring it on
I have the world in my corner
My family of siblings and friends
My new family of beautiful people
We love we laugh we cry
It's 1246 in the morning
Sleep is nnot calling my name
I ponder what tomorrow bring to me
I'll enjoy every moment I'm alive
I'm fighting many battles right now
My health , my sons unhappiness
I'm trying to organize my plan of attack for each
So I put on the gloves and say "lets get it on"
When I think about my support group
The pains of worry I put them through
I'm reminded of what they tell me everyday
If it were us you'd be right there fighting for us
I cried the day I received flowers in the hospital
The card that came and the love inside
The pictures of my goddesses make me realize
I wanna stick around and enjoy this party
I'm in a good place right now
My body would beg to differ
My body and I have fought many battles at an early age
As I've aged they have grown in stature
I'm fighting to fulfill many orders to keep
Momma always told me to make a difference
Help others and never bring it up again
So I think I've helped a few, you know who you are
I'm in love with so much and so many
God knows I don't ask for much
I rarely pray for myself , I don't pray for a cure
But I pray for those who are sad where I am
When tomorrow comes and I believe it will
I'm not finished giving of myself or resources
I have so much left to give
And many people I can help
So God if you take me away
I understand and look forward to seeing momma and dad
If I'm spared I will make it worth your time
I devote myself to being a better man, father and Lover
So I'm exhausted and will force myself to sleep
Thinking about my loves in life you all know who you are
I turn the page on today
Tomorrow is a new chapter I look forward to
Sending love out to family, my girls and my chance to make a difference
