When Will Time Heal All

When words fall on deaf ears

Nobody will listen or hear what I want to say

I talk to walls and to people not there

At least I feel I'm communicating

Bitterness, grief and broken dreams

I think about this everyday

Once again I can only change today

Days gone by are just that, Gone

I wish there were a majestic way to handle this

Feelings overcome rationale at times

Closing our mind to simple solutions.

A simple conversation could do wonders I feel

So much outright anger

Too much time dwelling on the obvious

I want to be part of the healing process

Even if I am the cause of pain

I've had many things taken away from me

I've paid the price, must it be forever

I was good enough to give love and show love

Showed the kids right from wrong

What have I done for you lately, right!

I can't argue with that at all

You can penalize the wrong people 

By over-penalizing the faulty one

I don't want to be forgotten

I was loved and adored for all of the right reasons

My mistakes in life were not a result of not loving enough

They were the fact that I didn't love myself enough, still don't

When I wipe the blood and the tears from my body

I see a catastrophic accident standing in front of me

People can walk away from this accident

People can stop , roll up the sleeves and try to help me clean it up