I'm not going to pull any punches here
I'm at a point where I can't put one thought next to another
This mind numbing madness is getting the best of me
This seems so much more than depression
Depression makes people want to wear a bullet
I don't feel worthy of the 60 cents to spend
Makes me wonder why more people don't take their own lives
I could never do it, I'm much too vain
I miss so much of my former life
The love, comfort and warmth
To know someone loves you so much
And that I loved her back even more
The earth shattering emptiness inside
It's like an empty arena with room for thoughts
They're the thoughts that put people in the ground
They're the reason I must fight this fight
I know I miss my family so much
It saddens me to overthink it's magnitude on me
There's something in this to be learned
If there is I can't wait too much longer
Reassure me that there is a bright light up the road
A beacon that shines hope and some lasting peace
A sign that tells me she's going to be alright
And that I'm around to see her joy again
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